A brief photo summery tooo....

So. I broke my camera waaaaay back in august. it was a tragic day.
The good news is I just got a new camera, a sweeeet camera, the canon
G10!! But i did manage to get some pics of the last little while
from tech-saavy friends. so here ya go!

xx

Splendour in the Grass, my first weekend back in Byron in August.

Yah, it actually got cold at night in august. Cramming around the woodstove, escaping the chill of the night and our tents, became a nightly tradition.

Just another day at the pass.

Field Picnic funtimes! Loveliest Ladies in the world.

Byron's weekly farmers market.

Halloween!!!!!! bzzzzzzzzzz....

Jim's Alternative Tour takes a pit stop at Minyon Falls

Roman visits: we have fun.

A summary of some kind.

So, again, apologies for my long absence from you all in this virtual medium. I know I said I woudln't try to cover the past few months.... but I lied..... here goes!

When I first arrived back, I was full of determination to find work, but the highly contagious byron-bay-lifestyle and the slow-season-lack-of-work meant it was a few weeks before I started working for accommodation, and at least a month before I started earning money.

My first job here was as daytime shuttle driver for the hostel I live at, replacing a friend who was going away for 6 weeks on an east coast adventure. Work started at 7am, my first trip up the the bus station at 7.20, and then a work day that combined driving, working, and lots of bus-station hijinx with drivers from other hostels as my co-conspirators. It was hard work - a day that lasted until 9pm, with a deceptive/useless 3hour break in the middle of the day. The end of the day usually saw me exhausted and incredibly grumpy; not one ounce of friendly disposition left for even my friends, let alone any guests. I'd eat a quick dinner and collapse in my room. It was 3days a week, so it left me plenty of time for other pursuits. Like a second job!

My other part time job saw me employed as a server at "Cardamon Pod", a restaurant run by Hare Krishnas! *Hare hare, hare krishna krishna rama, rama hare...* The food was delicious and much too greasy, mostly indian, and prepared in the Hare Krishna way. My coworkers were all lovely lovely people, some devotees, some not, like myself. Best of all, it got me out of the factory, and gave me a bit of supplemental income.

So i did this for a while, about 6 weeks. Enjoyed it massively, but started to feel overwhelmed as the town became more crowded with the high-season approaching. Luckily, Jimmy came back form his trip, putting me out of bus driver work, straight into reception work! Which is what I have been doing since then. Much better suited to my patient, bubbly personality, though I've earned much much less income since then. Oh well. I have to remind myself that I'm here to have interesting & varied experiences, not just to work and save money.

Working so much, however, has meant that I've had not alot of time for much else; no surfing, and much less musical practice than I'd hoped. But now I have a month of completely empty days to make up for it! I'm going to buy a surf board this week, and hope to fill my days surfing, biking, singing and playing my uke, cooking, lounging at the beach, and sleeping in occasionally.

Speaking of. Leisure calls.

all my love!! Definitely don't miss the cold and snow, but miss you all terribly.
xoxo

claire

Insert generic apology for blog absence here...

Hello Daaaaaah-lings!

It's December 7th, and I've been back here in oz for a full 4 months. I've been putting off updating this gosh darned thing largely because the more time passed, the greater a feat updating you all on my life seemed. An impossibly large task in fact. Where to start?! And how could I ever communicate to you all the joys of the tiny moments that fill my days here in Byron, that make this experience a whole that is greater than the sum of its parts?

This past Monday at our weekly talent show, the solution to my procrastination fell into my lap when a good friend of mine, Ben, did a prose reading. What he wrote touched me so much, as it so beautifully and succinctly expresses everything I would have tried to tell you about what it has been like to live here at the Arts Factory, and in Byron Bay. So you have my apologies for not providing my own version, but I'm thrilled to be able to share what he wrote with you all. I'll fill in my own details in entries to come.


lots of love and hugs,

claire

ps, many thanks to Ben for allowing me to mooch off his much time invested in writing this.

Listening to my intuition is a skill I’m finally learning and reacting to it requires a certain amount of selfish conviction that doesn’t come naturally to me. Since leaving Asia and the shroud of kindness that is wrapped around you by the beautiful people who live there, my soul has been longing for love and friendship. Stubbornly I refused to yield to these desires and shut them away. I regarded them as a weakness and insecurity and didn’t want them to dictate the path I chose to follow. Slowly I came to realize that neglecting myself in this way would only compound the problem, and if I am to continue to travel and follow my dreams I must take care of myself in every way.

At the Arts Factory I had found a calm bay in which I could weather the storm of emotions I was feeling. I found smiles, compassion and a loving atmosphere quite unlike anywhere I had ever been. My confused heart was distracted and I began to rebuild.

I fight to push my arm through the hole designed for my face as the alarm lady informs me of the time. Trapped inside I jerk my body across the tent and with a single finger I manage to prod the button which brings silence again.

Some successful sun reaches me through the canopy and the only sounds are those that come from the birds. Splendid relentless repetitive noise, I’m curious to know if they ever hyperventilate – perhaps that’s why they make so much effort, not a communication thing at all, but a way to get high?
My work boots weave about the guys and pegs, my hat ducks and bobs among the rope and tarp and I negotiate my path through the shanty jungle village to the mainland. This is my favorite time of day, its where I find my solitude. I cherish the silence. I watch the Water Dragons absorbing patches of morning heat and Bush Turkeys chasing each other about the lakeside. I see blue sky behind the montage of green leaves and conclude it too early for a breeze. I’m still staggered by how much rain we get here and this fine morning comes as a splendid holiday from the tropical wet. I hope it lasts long enough to dry the damp smell from our tents.

Positioning myself in full sunlight I eat cornflakes and banana at a table on the balcony. It’s Monday. I remember the weekend and piece each fragment together, enjoying the memories and deciding to stay until Christmas. Halloween, five weeks into my life at the factory was the first time I had been drunk here, and I consider if drinking together builds bonds between people that can’t be built sober? Instilling a sense of comradary? If this is true, perhaps I should drink more?

Byron’s monthly market never fails to impress me, I always find something new, be it food or jewelry or music, and luckily for me it only happens once a month because any more frequent and I could kiss my savings goodbye in favor of a big belly and multicoloured wardrobe.

Exactly this time last year, at the beginning of my journey I was here with my Mother, Lucie and Daryl, visiting Charlie and Shaun; our first taste of Byron. Feeling nostalgic I sit and watch a band called Oka. The reminiscence I’m lost in floods me with emotion and a tear falls onto the grass. Memories arrive of the last time I saw them, like a slideshow one after another, after another, and I try to land in them, be there again. More visions arrive, of friends of weddings, of other brief moments and before I know it I’m hugging the tent-pole like a lost child. Out come the accumulated pain and frustration, angst and worry, sorrow and loneliness. I’ve not cried like this for two and a half years and it feels so good; purging and cleansing. I feel a hand on my shoulder reach up and hold it there. It seems my sobbing has been shaking the whole tent and has not been as discrete as I was hoping. It is quintessentially Byron to have a stranger hold your hand as you cry. I half expected the arm to reach over and hug me, but it didn’t.
Walking home with a wonderfully clear head, I consider why crying is viewed as such a weakness when it seems to have the most amazing healing properties. By the time I reach reception I feel like a new man, well my old self again, at least, and begin looking for some fellow lunatics.

The Beach Hotel is full of Friends and we dominate the floor as if the show is especially for us. Grants dancing wins him a kiss with Lisa Hunt and a strained back and everyone loves him for his barmyness. Our collective eventually dissipates and some of us guiltily patronize Dominoes for $4 pizza, before ambling back for a chat and a smoke.

I check my watch and discover I am, as usual, late. My boss is weak and fond of sulking and especially dislikes my punctuality. I try to win his mood with a massive smile and a cheery greeting. Today’s task, as was yesterdays, and probably tomorrows is moving heavy objects from one side of the building site to the other. I feel grossly over-qualified and as I begin the menial job my eyes must turn glassy as I drift and fade from real life, losing myself in daydreams, ambitions and memories.

Into my left ear, a famous Dylan rift, and as I journey through the campsite more music welcomes me home; drums, percussion, and more guitars. I can feel the nervous excitement in the air, tonight is the most important night of the week for some, perhaps even the main reason some stay? Mara arrives at my tent and plays a couple songs she has in mind, then bounces off to find wine. I just sit, in my recycled lounge-shack, enjoying the atmosphere, loving my life and appreciating how happy I am here.

I feel nervous as I find a patch of blanket to sit on. I don’t know why I’m nervous, I just am, and as we pass beers and joints the atmosphere finds its own unique and loopy medium. It must be so difficult to remain composed in front of this many eyes. I imagine myself under those lights and wish I had something to offer. I feel that squeeze in my stomach the rises to my throat, just thinking about being there ruins me, there must be 300 people watching?

Every Act is outstanding and I feel proud of my friends. We all dance to Cockatoo Paul as he wraps up his show and the short term visitors look bewildered by our zeal. The atmosphere relaxes and the evening is underway. Now I have to decide how functional I want to be at work tomorrow, because there ain’t no turning back… I feel old as I pause to consider the repercussions and laugh at myself for being so easily persuaded, what harm would one more do?

I live with a lovely community at the Arts Factory and plan to stay here until after Christmas, when which, there is only one other place in the world I would rather be – Cold rainy beautiful and homely Devon. But not this year. Between New Year and April I am still undecided but it will depend on how much money I have saved. My future travels require an obscene amount of money, all of which needs to be earned.

- Ben Bushell, Byron Bay, December 2008